Musicholic

The only thing I think I've ever really loved is music. I was thinking about it last night as I was trying my hardest to fall asleep. I had just finished a book (Girls in Pants) and since a major theme was love, I thought about people I loved. Now I don't mean family. Even when I'm really pissed off at my mums and dad, I still love them. Family love is almost obligitory. No what I mean is the kind of love you read about in books, the kind you see in movies, the kind that couples have. I thought for a long time that I had loved Miles (him being my first boyfriend and all.) I didn't though. I've always been mature for my age, but I wans't mature enough at the time to really love him. I don't think I could ever have really loved him anyway. I had to many issues, to many insecurities to devote myself that way.
Music on the other hand, that I love. Great music (which I've been discovering right and left) makes my chest tight, makes me gush like the giggly fan girl I am at heart. Music will be my first love the whole of my life. I suppose it's because it's the only thing I can connect with, that doesn't expect anything from me. No social rules are involved in music. Music was the first thing I understood, before my family, before the people around me. I guess thats why I love.
God I can't say anymore. I won't be able to update this week. I've got band and then I'm going to Chicago (the spring band trip) so I'm sorry. Listen to the Zutons. They're sax players is the best.

I Would Like To Thank...

I would like to make a short list of people/organizations/companies I would like to thank for finally intergrating me into the 21st century.
Thank You:

• VH1 in the morning
• MTV.com
• VH1.com
• MTVU (website and channel)
• Amazon.com
• Tower Records
• My Sister
• The Weather
• Fairfax County

Thank you. You've made my day. :)

Oh the Bands of Today

Interpol, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers and now Kings of Leon. I feel like a new person, almost. All this 21st century stuff I'm uber impressed with myself. Unfortunatly no one else would be impressed, so I'll just keep it to myself. Except for you wonderful people. Cuz you guys don't care how weird I am. :p
Well thats all. Have a good spring break.

Cuz Heaven gives and Heaven takes

I can't think of anything to say. I just know that I want this week to be over. I want to be on a train to Williamsburg right now.
Tomorrow night won't be so bad though. I have nothing due in either of my classes on Thursday, and so hopefully I'll just be able to practice. I really want to practice.
Thursday should be okay, hopefully I won't have that much homework, especially in chem. :checks the syllabus: Alleluia!!! No homework over spring break and no homework for Friday. So that just means Mrs. Burkett has to be nice. I'm sure she will be. :rolls eyes:
I feel a lot like Willy Loman. My life is just overwhelming me, and all I can see are my mistakes. What I should have done. I'm just overwhelmed. Not in a very good spot these days.
I think I'll play solitare. Bye.

The Men

"The men. Who are these mysterious men? What have they got to do with Nore? I thought she was single?"-My patient readers (if there really are any readers)
The men. My music is populated by them. My brain is filled with them, both imaginary and real. Famous and infamous. Copycats and originals. Tight asses (Loghman) and nuts-os (Sam). The men sing my songs, touch my heart and give me the fondest memories. And most importantly, they are my obsession.
Mainly the men are the musicians who crowd my mp3 player. Eve6, Fastball, Cake, Talking Heads, Filter, Eagles of Death Metal, Elton John. I would say the majority of my music collection (or at least the parts I listen to) are "boy bands" or male artists. This isn't to say I don't have woman. Who've made a larger impact on me. No I am merely saying that in scrolling through the pop section of my mp3 player, the majority are male, or male groups.

God I feel incoherant.

I can tell it's going to be spring soon. It's almost 6 o'clock and still fairely light outside. Which means it'll be lighter in the mornings too. I like it this way. I like spring above all the other seasons. I like the weather, the temperatures. It's never too warm, although it can be too cold at times. I like being able to wear a short sleeve short and my jeans.

I'm feeling incoherant. I think I'll go now.

I <3>
Glamorous...

Busy

I'm starting to collect pictures of the Killers. I'm also collecting fan sites. Yup, pretty soon I'll create a folder for the fan sites. I already created a Killers folder. Just thought you might be interested.
I'm getting a Dooney and Burke purse for my b-day. I'm excited namely because all of the purse I've had up until now have been pretty cheap. Plus, it'll be nice to have a designer purse. I'm not huge into the designer thing, but having a designer purse is kinda cool.
Well I have to get practicing now, so I'll see if I can update later. I'm really busy this weekend, so ya know, homework first. See y'all later

I Am A Victim

I'm cheating on the Beatles.

I've been listening to the Killers for almost two weeks almost non-stop.

I love Brandon Flowers and I think Ronnie is hi-larious.

:sigh:

Lizard answer this!!!

1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with ...money.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no ...shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?

2:20

:bemoans her lack of music: I'm really tempted to go to the band room, just so I can listen to my mp3. I'm honestly unsure of whether or not I can listen to my music. I know it's after school, but I'm in the library. Makes me rather sad actually. I was hoping to listen to the Killers again. :laughs are her own witiness: I'm so funny! Actually I'm more bored than funny. Bah.
The purpose of this entry is to update you as to the happenings of my life. Actually nothing has happened. I signed up for classes yesterday. Everything went really well actually. Mrs. Stuart signed me up for IB history, despite the fact that Mr. Million has yet to sign off on it, so thats exciting. I mean Mr. Million will, eventually, sign off on it, but I'm signed up for the class and thats the most important part right now. :thinks: Yeah nothing else has really happened.
Jesus I'm bored. I think I'll go read Seventeen. Adios!

I got soul, but I'm not a solider

To love something is to need it always. Kinda like what Paul said in "Here, There, Everywhere." I've tried listening to other bands (well one band) but it's hard when you have a song pounding through your head and you need to listen to it really badly. So I listen. Why not? The Killers are excellent in my op-ed. I might as well listen right?
I wish I could say more, but my Dad is acting like a jerk. Ugh. I'm off dearies. I'll update more this weekend.